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Gunshy
Ross Allaire is an author, composer, screenwriter, EMT, and security officer who lives, works, and plays in the Philadelphia area.

Ross Allaire @Gunshy

Age 43, Male

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Egg House, NJ

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the future

Posted by Gunshy - May 11th, 2012


bad news, everyone.

not out of the woods yet...? it might be ALL WOODS. all the time. everything is in disarray. everything is wrong. don't expect much from me in the coming months, like all these months previous, until further notice, i guess. same reasons. everything is upside down. everything is STILL upside down, and i again just want to remind everybody of how cruel and unforgiving life can be, that it would punish people with pain and disease who have done no wrongs and have always wanted only justice and niceness in the world. that one's own body would rebel against one's self for no reason, or no more reason than anyone else's might. cancer. i hate it. fuck cancer. it'll kill us all.

in the meantime, the strong must protect and care for the weak. that is how civilization works. that's how family works. out of respect, and deference, and cheer. that's friendship. that's love. anything else is uncivilized.

so, please send your happy thoughts on thru the ether to my friend thru me. your benevolent energies will help us stay strong and hopefully help her heal and keep healing. this will be a long road. it has already been a long road, and she'll need everyone's hopes and prayers (if you got 'em) and love. any extra love and time i have, she'll have. she'll need all the help she can get. all of us will need all the help she can get.

be well.
stay weird.

[+R]

the future


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Life is shit. But its a pieace of shit we all must dive in togheter! You have my support Ross! Love you music! "Keep on rocking in the free world!"

thanks for the support. it'll seem a lot like it has been for the past 2 years... i did those five new songs in that time... 2 years... but this time prob with less songs coming out. i expect none at all. what i can do is just hunker down and prepare and maybe perfect the drums here and there a little more, maybe even practice guitar every now and then, but just nowhere near as much as "usual" ... pfft... this is the new normal. life is shit. you are right. i'm used to it, or more used to it at this point. i agree we must all work together, and this is what i can do for everybody. head down, nose to the grindstone, helping my friend wherever i can, and in a year or two i'll be able to come out with a fucking double album. i hope so. i want you guys to hear this new shit. and i want my friend to hear it, too.