Okay!!! So.... "Waiting to Die" is getting some serious fucking downloads and plays and votes and everything! I can't even describe how I feel, knowing that a shitload of people like a song I made. It's cool, guys, thanks for all the praise and critique and stuff... I'm a total dork right now because there are at least 2,000 people wandering about the world at the moment with a piece of me in their mp3 player. Sounds crazy...
Let me be a whore for just a second... myspace/gunshymusic.com! go there! I'll be putting the song on my profile so you can put it on yours! You can also read the lyrics so you can tell what the hell I'm screaming... not your name. :) doy
Also check out Heartless Geeks while you're there, they rule!
And read some of my rants!
Also DON'T CUT YOURSELF!!
"Waiting to Die" is not intended to be any kind of message about suicide or suicidal behaviour, if there is a message at all. For me personally, it is actually a message of hope, in a sick way. When we die our souls go on, possibly re-incarnated, possibly rejoing a matrix of energy that surrounds the Earth: the Living Force, the wakan tanka, Sheol, the ether... call it what you want. When we are reborn into this world all is not lost, and the soul (not the mind) remembers these past lives and acts on them. The hope lies in dying well, not having one's death (and thus life) wasted on the pursuit of greed or lust for power or simply wasted. Don't waste your life, and don't let someone else waste it. Do your best, and you will continue to do your best.
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